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mindfulness, depression, yoga, mental health, finding a way

I wrote this on February 10, 2016, a day after writing Bad Head Comes and Goes. What a difference one day makes. Yesterday I was still in my bad head, albeit on my way out. Today, I’m feeling good.   I knew my mood had switched as I drove into work. My thoughts were about my …

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I launched my blog over a week ago but had not publicized it until today. Even now I am full of doubt about whether I should be doing this, whether I should REALLY go public and let it all hang out with this blog. I’ve been getting tangled up in worry and fear about what …

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Speech I gave to a crowd of about 75 people at work in November 2015: On my 47th birthday, I admitted myself to a mental hospital. Crazy birthday present, huh? But I had come to the end of my rope. I was having suicidal thoughts and visual hallucinations. It had gotten so bad I was …

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